Hold tightly

Hold on to my hand tightly, in a crowded place like this...everyone seems to have a motive, rushing off to somewhere they have to be. Somebody, may step on your toe lightly, some may step your foot purposely but no one will care if you lost your way in this crowded city.

See that face on your right, and that old man on your left. Everyone is busy walking. No one will give a damn, stop and ask where you are heading.

Somehow among the crowd, someone may catch your attention and give you a hand when you about to fall. Somehow among the crowd, someone may smile to you and say hello.

Hold on to my hand tightly, in a crowded place like this

You lost your grip, you lose me.

My smile

This smile will be gone for I dun know how long
I cant give this chirpy playful smile ever again,
which seems bright and sunny that day

This is my smile, which no longer I will smile
for everyone I see walking into my way.

If our daily life is a fresh sheet of paper

If our daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
How many pages will you shred to pieces?

If our daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
How many pages can we burn into ashes?

If our daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
How many pages can we treasure?

If our daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
How many page numbers will be written?

If our daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
How many names will you scribble?

If our daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
How many moments you wish to jot them on the paper?

If our daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
How many times can we write and re-write it over?

If our daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
How many paras do you intend to erase them forever

If my daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
I wish to tear off right from the page 1 till recent

If my daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
I will delete all names written

If my daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
I will tear off those sad moments
and retain only those that are memorable

If my daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
I will burn the whole chapter

If my daily lide is a fresh sheet of paper
I will strike off pages by pages

If my daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
I will toss you those papers
and demand you to read and discover

If my daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
I will reprint my happiness
and share with everyone I love

If my daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
I will circle those errors
and tick those commendable

If my daily life is a fresh sheet of paper
I will highlight those sentences
I appreciate most

If my daily life can be some fresh sheet of papers
I wish this moment, I can write them down on the paper
And fold them into mini sailing boats
then let them glide in the water
away from my vision
and sink deep into the ocean
these moments I have treasured, should long be gone and leave me forever
so now I return them to the ocean
and hopefully they will be buried deep under
and never resurface, ever.

How it take effects

Pop a pill and watch the time, its going to take effect anytime

As I watch my surrounding slumbering into swirls, the screen looks bloated and fonts seems running in circles. It looks funny and I giggled a little

I stood up and watch the floor goes up and down, down and up again

I try to walk a step and seem floating in the mid air. The clouds seem to be under my foot bed, sending me straight to my own bed, like a magic carpet.

I laid down and hug it tightly and soon my head started spinning, and soon I traveled to the other mysterious land, where I rest well and peacefully…

(I wasn’t on drugs but just some sleeping pills that took effect)