Time to stop wasting time

I have no time
I must have been too kind
I can wait but time wont wait

Many doubts and fears
And year rolls after year

Its not that I cant wait
But time wont let me wait
I am still coping with facts
I wish they don’t exist but I have to accept
I dont have a bigger heart
That could contain all your spiky darts

How much more to be put through
How much should I wait?
How much will I expect and get disappointed when I age
How many more devasting truth to face?

The diving bell rings
Tell me its enough of hell to even spend time to think

Halt and look into my soul
What life should I hold?
I tried to melt the clock
I tried to tell myself just have faith

The old man told me to be patience
But hold on no more would I be so foolish

For life is short and time wont wait
And its just one life time I could live

Time should spend more wisely
Else it just slip pass silently
Leave their traces on my face

And if thats the case
I rather be engraved
On that cold solid stone
That embrace

And its a stone that I have
or each of us will have
at the end of this journey
No matter how much love we gave
or gotten from grace