Knowing me, knowing you and letting us go

No one knows me tho you may have seen me, talk to me, laughed with me.

Thats the frastrating part and guess I am to be blame for misleading others to know the real me.
And you have never know the real me nor I know much about you.

Time is too short but I guess we tried.
I don’t know what to say anymore.
Was time a factor or was there any hidden agenda?

Somehow I never feel truly involve in the whole thing
The assuring words from you makes me feel there is not a single commitment presence.
It was not the busy schedules that keep us apart
It was the emotional barrier that makes you unreachable and so distant away from me
It is not a matter of dependency or about independent.
It is not about trivial matter that is not worth talking
It about the fact that we are just individual that can never be living as a whole.
Just like the sun that will never meet the moon
Like the day will never come together when the night falls

There was nothing you were interested to know more nor will you like me to know
And thus what good is it all about?
And what is understanding when communication dont seem impt?

I need no second person to remind me what pain is
For it lives in me all these while
Like a cancer growth which never seem to cure

The hollow feeling I feel that I no longer hope you have the patience to know more about me nor I dare to show any concern for you.

The feeling of being left at the bay, keeping me standing just at that distance, and only running towards me when you need to

I need no one to tell me how that feels

For I have been there and back

I can never be the person you want me to be

Likewise you will never be the person I hope you’ll be

And I know I mean nothing

And I know you are tough, and it’s just a phase of life

And so it's time for me to let go. I’m just another closing chapter, another step closer to your finding The One.

And all I say is, we will move on. There are many things I wish I dare to say but the words got choked and I guess it doesn’t matter to us anymore and I guess you have no patience nor think its impt to know.