Uncertainty

The uncertainty drives me to insanity
Insecurity is bringing me closer to a split
I dun know where we are heading
It tormenting to think of those possibles over and over again
How relationship brings me uncertainty
How I dread and hate that familiar feeling

We are two different beings
I cant never be what you want me to be
You will never be what I want you to be
There are too many expectations from you and me
I feel a distance between we
We no longer hold hands like we used to be
I no longer have much to talk eventually
There is only one thing revolves between we

I see how shaky this whole thing can be
We may be just lonely
And got together for accompany
Everyday I thought of it
and sob sliently
I no longer know what I wanna be

Things get stagnant after I counted one to three
Coming to think of it
I just wanna run and break free
I cant face the possibility
of seeing the past happening
and having me to go through it
running the scenes again and again in my brain

I dont know you anymore
We dun know we
There are many hidden agenda
Too much of guessing
No more talking over it
We are heading nowhere
I can never be the girl you want me to be
I am not sorry
For I am just me
I cant be with someone who can never accept the way I am
We are just like "hanging on! hanging on!" before the string snaps!
Which we knew that that will happen eventually.